Sick Little Games-All Time Low.
Mostly because All Time Low's new album "Nothing Personal" was the first thing that I listened to after I got my new iPod. And I listened to it a lot. It only has a play count of 24, but still. haha. After that, it's Break Your Little Heart, Stella, and Therapy; What's my Age-Blink 182, Lost in Stereo, Artists and Repetoire-Envy on the Coast.
And now, I present you with a list of some CD's that I want. I'm mostly writing this for when I finally get money to buy them from itunes.
Bayside-Bayside
Shudder-Bayside
In Defense of the Genre-Say Anything
Point of Origin-There for Tomorrow
The Moment-Framing Hanley
This is a Stick Up...Don't Make it a Murder-Hit the Lights
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sunshinexpants- September 5th, 21:30
sore
- It's been one of those days.
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- sunshinexpants
- August 24th, 23:14
cranky
Well, I guess I'll start out with this nifty thing I took from somebody:
Basically, you take your user name and find a song that you like for each letter.
Safe and Sound in Phone Lines-A Change of Pace
Uh huh-Forever the Sickest Kids
Nails for Breakfast, Tacks for Snacks-Panic! At the Disco
Sad Statue-System of a Down
Halfway Sober-Anarbor
I'd Hate to Be You When People Find Out What This Song's About-Mayday Parade
NJ Legion Iced Tea-A Day to Remember
Epic Phaile-Prom Night in Black and White
(x) Amount of Truth-Envy on the Coast
Party In Your Bedroom-Cash Cash
Ability to Create a War-A Skylit Drive
Never Give Up-New Found Glory
Tears Don't Fall-Bullet for my Valentine
Sailing IN the Dark Isn't Smart, Kid-Emarosa
That was fun.
I don't get why people can't be straight forward with me. I mean, I'm fairly open minded. If you have a problem with me, tell me. If you're going to insult me, do it personally. Sure, I'll be angry at the time, but I'll get over it. It's better to be angry at you for a bit for being honest than being pissed for a long time because you're two-faced. Oh well.
I realized something today. I'm a hopeless romantic, but I'm afraid to fall in love. Oh, the irony! I'm going to urbandictionary random things now:
Ew, Well, I looked up "369", which apparently means threesome. Dx
ABC-American Born Chinese?
30-porn?
scope-to check out
Kayy, that's enought. I'm sleepy. g'night.
- Negativity~
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- sunshinexpants
- August 7th, 0:17
tired
I apologize if I've been a total poo-head to you all recently. I don't know what's wrong with me. It's been one of those weeks.I sowwy! <3So, how is everybody lately? I'm pretty hyper. I don't know why. It's probably the peanut butter reeses cup cookie I just ate. woohoot!
But back to everything I plan on talking about.:
I might start writing these daily. Would that annoy you guys? Just like, an entry describing everything of importance to me of that day. Is that considered a blog? Besides, it's not like I have more than five friends on here that read these :P.Boys, boys, boys.Well, I'm going to try to stop chasing (insert name here). I mean, there's so many factors keeping it from happening. I can think of at least three off the top of my head.
Well, I guess that three isn't a lot, but they're enough to keep something fromhappening. Plus, his girlfriend most likely gave him an ultimatum: "don't talk to her ever again, or I'm leaving!" (<-At least, that's just the excuse I've made.). And of course, If it were me in that situation, I would choose the person I've been with for however long over some kid I just met
So, I'll be trying my hardest to find some other charming, cuddly, sweet boy. And that requires not talking to him, or at least talking to him less.
I just feel kind of unlikeable, y'know? I feel like something's wrong with my personality, because I think I like scare off guys. Am I annoying? Gah, If I could only figure out how to be "the girl that everybody loves" Not in the sense that everybody wants me, and is fighting over me. I don't know. I just want to be known by people. Half of the kids in my grade don't remember my name. But I'm sure I'll find somebody. It's just a matter of time. I'm still young. And it's not like any guy I'll find in high school will be the guy I end up with for the rest of my life. Especially if I go to some business college far away from here. I do plan to get out of Cincinnati as soon as possible. I just want a snuggle buddy.(:MediaSo, Jeanine was the winner of Season Five's So You Think You Can Dance. Meh. Although Jeanine is my second favorite female dancer(after Melissa), I think Brandon is much better. But at least he came in second. As they say, "Second place is really just the first loser."
Oh, and Anarbor, which happens to be one of my favorite bands, made the theme song for the upcomming Scooby Doo movie(:. Check out the video: www.youtube.com/watch
And I've found a new amazing band, called Framing Hanley. The lead singer(Kenneth Nixon) is foxyy. Dude. Look at him!
Delicious.
Framing Hanley did a cover of "Lollipop." It's orgasmic. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mbKYXIWq5LY The actual song doesn't start until about 2:10.
LifeSchool starts in four days. I honestly don't know whether to be excited, nervous, or completely stressed.
I'm excited, because I haven't seen any of my friends this summer except for Robyn, Sarah, Julia, and Cody. And I miss actually having something productive to do during the day besides sitting around on facebook doing absolutely nothing.
I'm nervous, because I'll have to face my ex. I don't know how I should act towards him. Hopefully, *fingers crossed*, we won't have any classes together where I'll have to talk to him. But if I do, how do I handle it? Do I act friendly, because it's my nature? Do I show my anger, and be extremely short with him and/or ignore everything he says? Should I give his notes and drawings back? Do I stay friends with him? Gah. .
I kind of feel bad for him. I mean, he asked a girl out three times, and got rejected all three. (*quietly snickers at his failure*) I mean, with some exes, it's really easy to stay friends with them. But when they broke up with you through a text message, and then make your life miserable, is it really worth it?
I'm kind of stressed about school, because with school comes work. And with work comes possible failure. I'll be in Algebra II. I suck at algebra. And along with the difficulty of algebra, comes the difficulty of Chemistry. Gaaaahh.BodyYou know, although I think tattoos are weird, I think it would be awesome to get the word "love" tattood on my wrist in a pretty cursive font. Don't you agree? It would be "across the street", right underneath the palm. And I want to tattoo a face onto my finger, so I can make finger puppets! Haha, but not really(about the finger puppet)
And I kind of want something pierced. I don't know what. Would a nose piercing look bad on me? Just a stud. Or maybe a lip ring. How horrible would that look? I'm not sure if my lips are full enough to pull off a lip ring. And I think my nose is too big for a nose ring, but that's my teenaged self-criticism opinions.!(:
Stuffs:I'm writing a new story(:. Ask me if you want to read it, I'll send it to you. So far it's only the intro and the beginning of the first "chapter". I probably won't finish it, because I'm ADD, but whatever. It seems pretty cool. It's about a girl searching for "the perfect guy".
Awh. My kitty is snoring, and dreaming. It's adorable.
That's all I can think of to write about for now. Byee. (:
- ranty rant rant
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- sunshinexpants
- August 4th, 0:47
stressed
I feel so..lonely.
Not lonely in the sense of not having anybody, but in the sense of being single. And desperately searching for love. Gosh, I want to be loved. I wish I had one of those boyfriends that are only in people's imaginations. Where I'm not all shy around them. I don't have to be shy around them. One that's already seen me at my worst, with my hair a complete mess and being all sweaty. A guy that takes you to little kid places, like the zoo or park, and acts like a five year old with you. One that just cuddles in a hammock with you. That hugs you when you're sad and refuse to let go until you feel better. They want to watch little kid shows with you. One that comes over and makes brownies with you, and you end up having a brownie batter fight. He'll call you, and you'll talk to him for hours, and never ever want to hang up. He's completely infatuated with you, and nobody else. Yes, that would be nice. But I'm pretty sure that guys like that don't exist. Does "love" even exist? Is it a real concept? Well, I guess "love" is real, because you can love a family member, or a pet, or a best friend. But is there a such thing as "being in love"? I guess that I view being in love as having an absolutely perfect relationship, no flaws, no fighting. And since I've never seen a relationship where the couple doesn't fight, I don't know about the concept of "in love". I guess I do believe in being "in love", I just haven't experienced it yet. But I wish I could.
Why does every guy I start to like end up being so difficult? I just realized that the last two guys I've liked have absolutely no interest in me. At least, that's the conclusion I'm jumping to because if they text me back, they're one word answers. I have to continuously ask questions to keep them talking. And then the guy I like now lives on the other side of the universe, and has me on like, a "one conversation a day" limit or something. Seriously, after he says "I have to go do blah blah blah, I'll talk to you later. Bye!" He won't respond to any texts after that, which leads me to believe he's also not attracted to me. Most of my ex's are douches.
And see, I wish I could live where I constantly don't feel lonely without a guy, but I'm a hopeless romantic. So that's not possible.
A hopeless romantic is not the same as a hopeless flirter. A hopeless romantic dreams of who they will spend the rest of their life with and what the two of them will do together. They want to be romanced with sweet simple things and the thoughtful amazing surprises. They dream of being loved but also loving somebody. They don't just want somebody to hold them. they also want to hold someone. They realize that love isn't just about one person but both people. they are hopelessly in love with being loved AND loving back.Kay, I'm going to sleep/think now.
- He's just not that into you.
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- sunshinexpants
- August 1st, 2:57
blah
So, about three hours ago, I watched the movie "He's Just Not That Into You." :
"men know how to use the phone
when you like someone, they just don't slip your mind
you know they mean it when they actually do what they said they were going to do
men are never too busy to get what they want
if he's not calling you, it's because you are not on his mind "Lesson learned: If you constantly have to start the conversation, he doesn't like you. End of story. It took me until watching this movie to realize it. So I won't get my hopes up about guys that hardly ever text back. It's just not worth it. I won't convince myself that there's a chance that they like me when it's obvious that they don't.
"because if he likes you, trust me, he will ask you out
men find it very satisfying to get what they want"
So, when you're in mid-conversation with them during text, and they just stop texting you without warning? They aren't interested. If you call them, and they don't answer, and then they don't call back? Not interested. If you constantly text them throughout the day, and they don't answer, you'll probably scare them off, and they aren't interested.
So, mr. gorgeous-seemingly perfect-cuddly-sexy-boy, no more sitting around saying "I think he likes me!" when you won't text me back. No more asking questions that I already know the answer to so you'll text back. It's pathetic. I'm done.
- warped(:
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- sunshinexpants
- July 30th, 16:29
First, we went to see Breathe Carolina(:. When that ended, we saw part of Millionaires. We noticed that All Time Low was playing right after Bouncing Souls, so knowing how popular All Time Low is, we went to the pit of Bouncing Souls, where the people on the other side of the put were shoving. In attempt to get as close to the middle of the stage in the front of the crowd as possible, we pushed our way over. In the process of getting closer to the center, we also got closer to the shoving people. This really nice awesome guy was like, blocking the shoving people with his body so I wouldn't get viciously killed by the shovers. I thought that crowd was bad. All Time Low was freaking crazy. There were so many people. But fortunately, the guy and some other random guy from the crowd like shoved off all of the other people so I wasn't all squished and claustrophobic. Oh, I learned that I'm claustrophobic today. I almost threw up O:. I saw some kid that Chris knows, and Michael crowd surf. I accidentally grabbed Michael's butt in attempt not to have my neck nearly snapped like every other crowd surfer did. It was awkward.
Then, we went around mooching free drinks off of random booths. People are so nice(:. "Do you have any water?" "No, but you can have my vitamin water/monster/half empty bottle of water. You can have that." "Thank you!" So we sat and drank and listened to The Maine playing at the stage near us.
Then we saw Michael at the vitamin water booth, and mooched off of his vitamin water. Yummy.
We went to a booth by the portapotties, AND SAW FREAKING CRAIG MABBIT! OH MY GOD:
delicious. I look bad, but he's delicious.
Then we went to A Day to Remember, where we saw Chris, Jeff, and two other kids that I don't know. We went to the side of the pit instead of in the middle of it(Like, the place that all of the crowd surfers walk by when they go over the fence). This lady kept screaming at everybody to "STAND BACKKKK." Like, shut up. Jesus.We heard you the first time. For some reason, I don't take well to being screamed at. It bothers me. I think that's most people though.
After that we went to 3OH!3. They're okay live, but not as good as I was expecting. We ended up leaving halfway through(mostly to avoid the crowd) and saw Scary Kids Scaring Kids. Then we left.
We got back to Sarah's house, and hung out, and stayed up until 5 AM watching Ask Swifty videos. Those are genious. I couldn't get to sleep until like six. When I got to sleep, I was woken up three hours later by Sarah's phone.Since we planned on waking up at ten, I figured there was no reason to go back to sleep, so I texted people until she woke up. Then we ate eggs, and went to the skate park. It was amazing. We hung out with Ben's friend and ben's friend's cousin. It started to pour, so Ben's friend drove us back to Sarah's house. Then mommy picked me up, I came home, and wrote this.
It was amazing.
<3
- HAHAHA. I love my brother.
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- sunshinexpants
- July 27th, 2:11
Trae: What the deuce? Haha, what if the saying was "what the douche." You'd say it, and Kam would appear like, "you called?"
Me: He's not as much of a douche as assper.
Trae: The ass whisperer?
Me: Not really.
Trae: There should be a douche whisperer, that goes on and trains people not to be such douches. It could replace "Is she really going out with him," It's the same concept, but it actually helps people live better lives. It'll be like dog whisperer. Except with douches. Whenever somebody does something douchey: "TSST. NO." and punches them in the balls.
I love my brother(:
- life, as of 7-23-09
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- sunshinexpants
- July 23rd, 19:32
- tired
UGHHH.I hate people. My brother is being so douchey, and aggrivating. I want to punch him in the balls. But I'll get in trouble for that. And apparently, Assper left me to be with Emily. You know, the one that I was extremely jealous of most of the time Jasper and I went out because he talked about her a lot? Oh well, I'm glad it ended between him and I. He was such a douche. And the best part? Emily rejected him. Twice. And all of his friends except for Adam pretty much hate him. In Dravin's words: "He's like the new Evan. Nobody wants to hang out with him. He's a poser, wannabe, and whiney. No one likes him." So, he's sitting there with nothing but his right hand, while I've moved on to a completely happy life without him. As Alexis says,"He won't get laid on this side of the mississipi again."Ha. I love my friends so much. I don't know what I would do without them. "My friends are a different breed. My friends are everything" -All Time Low(:
Soo, there's this guy... Ha. Not really, but kind of. I know that anything between us could never happen, so I won't spend time on the subject.
I jus' ate me some quesodillas. (*Sentence said like the person in Napoleon Dynomite.)
Oh my gosh, you know who's incredibly freaking sexy? Alex Gaskarth. (:
I want THAT in me. hahaha.Dude. School starts in nineteen days. And warped tour is in seven. But! There's an upside to the first day of school: Mayday Parade concert at 6:30 that night! :D I can't wait. I wish that Crystal could pull strings to let me meet them. Darn her and her dates. She doesn't need to date, she's getting married in October!
But you know what comes before October? September! And you know what happens in September? I turn fifteen and a half! Which means I get temps! (hopefully, anyways). Having a car will make life SO much easier. When I ask mom if I can go hang out somewhere, she can't be all like, "Do you have a ride?" Which means, If I get my license when I'm sixteen, I'll be able to drive to Kings Island all the time over the summer. Woohoot!
I have to babysit tomorrow):. But I get monies for it. That'll bring me up toooo 50 dollars, I believe? Around that. That's enough for a ticket and a shirt at warped. Maybe, hopefully, my mom'll chip in with the ticket, so I can have money for the shirt as well as a ticket for the mayday parade concert fourteen days later.
Best song of the year? Check it out: http://baskinrobbins.com
Kay, I'm bored of writing now, so I'll go find something to entertain myself. Bye!
- Cincinnati warped tour '09
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- sunshinexpants
- July 23rd, 4:28
There's the lineup. If I decide to go, I'll definately be seeing the bands in bold:
3oh!3
A Day To Remember
A Skylit Drive
Aiden
Alana Grace
Alexisonfire
All Time Low
Anti-Flag
Bad Religion
Big D and the Kids Table
Black Tide
Blackbox
Bouncing Souls
Breathe Carolina
Brokencyde
Cash Cash
Chiodos
Devil Wears Prada
Dirty Heads
Escape the Fate
Every Avenue
Forever the Sickest Kids
Gallows
Hit the Lights
I Set My Friends On Fire
In This Moment
Innerpartysystem
Inward Eye
Less Than Jake
Longway
Madina Lake
Meg & Dia
Middle Finger Salute
Millionaires
P.O.S.
Saosin
Scary Kids Scaring Kids
Senses Fail
Shad
Shooter Jennings
Sing It Loud
Streetlight Manifesto
TAT
The A.K.A.s
The Architects
The Maine
The White Tie Affair
There For Tomorrow
Therefore I Am
These Green Eyes
TV/TV
Underoath
Valencia
VersaEmerge
Westbound Train
You, Me and Everyone We Know
- If you want your FREE PIGS from KENTUCKY FARMS, look at this!
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- sunshinexpants
- July 19th, 11:33
BLAHH.
I'm writing in another pretty color!So, last night marked the end of my "relationship" with Kam. Already. I mean, we've only hung out twice since we started going out, and the second time he spent the entire day avoiding me. WTF? Why can't I keep a guy? Bajesus. Kevyn's sister's first impression of me is that I was crazy and homocidal. Julia's first impression is that I'm scary, slutty, and bad. None of that's true, but maybe the impression intimidates people? Is it my personality? I am kind of annoying. Okay, really annoying. And shy. Maybe that's it. I should be more outgoing. I should take more chances. I'm always too afraid to ask a guy out, because I don't want to get rejected. And when we're together, I'm overly nervous. I talk more to the friend next to me than the guy I'm with. I'm terrified of awkward moments. And the guys I do find end up doing something douchey. Then again, according to Evan:
"Guys are morons. They do stupid things. It's just how they're built."
So for now, I'm single. Being single isn't bad. You have more freedom. I should probably stop writing about relationships. My mom likes to read through these, and then she'll give me the "you don't need a guy! blah blah! You're just like me when I was your age! blah blah blah! You'll take anything you can get because you just want a guy! Even if they treat you like crap you'll stay with them! BLAH." (Even though that isn't true.)
So, I went to a party last night. It was fun. When we got there, we went up to Tommy's room where everyone else was, but left when everybody was screaming, including the girl screamer, Zach. We went across the hall to Zach's room. A few minutes later, Zach gets kicked out of Tommy's room, and goes to his own, where he grabs airsoft guns and pellets and prepares to own. Kyle comes into the room and tries to take the gun. When Zach wouldn't give it up, he said, "Woman, you best let go! Imma put a hurtin' on you!" Haha(: So then Zach gets yelled at by Kyle's dave, and cries. That was awkward. I hate being around upset people. Then everybody went outside, where they played baseball with one of those huge bouncey balls and a plastic toddler bat. We hung out randomly some more. Then we prank called people(:
"This is rootin' tootin' cowboy Kyle! If you want your FREE PIGS, in KENTUCKY FARMS, call 513-blah blah blah-blah blah blah blah! YEEHAW."
That was the best part of the night. It was hilarious. We decided we wanted smores, so we walked to the Ameristop down the street. It ended up being closed, so we walked all the way back. Oh my gosh, my mom's in the other room making bacon! Om nom nom! Sorry, back to talking about the party. We made dad drive us up to Kroger, and we bought smore stuff. It was delicious. I walked outside to get the keys so I could get the phone charger. My mom was talking about her sex life, and being a little friendly with Kyle's mom. FML.
So, the rest of the night went by pretty boringly. But that's okay. (: Well, back to finding something interesting to do. (:
- blah blah blah.
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- sunshinexpants
- July 17th, 11:47
- blah
I honestly think that this whole situation is stupid. I want it to hurry up and blow over so everything can be how it was before. Peaceful. Lovely.
Robyn: Do you really believe any of what you wrote? I don't. You are one of the prettiest people I've ever met. Don't let yourself believe otherwise. Like, seriously. You're flipping gorgeous. And Oreo was making fun of you, but I punched him for it. And called him mean. And I'm sorry that I wasn't paying attention to you. I didn't realize that I was doing it. And I felt really bad about it. I'm sorry. And I'm sorry that I can't be Julia. I'm sorry that I'm not one of your "real friends" from SCPA. I'm sorry. I truly am.
Sarah: Yes. Some things were said that were a little hurtful. I know that everything must suck for you right now. I wish I could make you feel better about everything. Actually, I wish I could make this whole dillema disappear. That would make life so much more simple. You two are arguing. But that's what best friends do. I mean, look at any television show with best friends. They argue. And about what was said. I don't believe it. You're also gorgeous. Don't try to prove me wrong, because it's not going to work.
Julia: I'm sorry for whatever I've done to make you hate me so much. I'm not sure how you've come to the conclusion that I'm a terrible friend after meeting me once, but I'm sorry. I would love to get to know you better, to a point where we're friends. I can't really do that if you're busy hating me. If you could inform me of why you hate me, I would gladly attempt to fix it.
- Life.
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- sunshinexpants
- July 16th, 14:12
awake
I decided to write this entry in pink. How fun(:
So, lets talk about life(:
Tuesday, July 14: I went to Sarah's house. I got there and got a bunch of eargasmic music! Here's the albums I got:Bling Bling Bling! EP-Millionaires
Cexcells-Blaqk Audio
Cities-Anberlin
Coaster-NOFX
Dance Gavin Dance-Dance Gavin Dance
Downtown Battle Mountain-Dance Gavin Dance
Folie a Deux-Fall Out Boy
Free Your Mind-Anarbor
His Last Walk-Bless the Fall
Homesick-A Day to Remember
Lucy Gray-Envy on the Coast
Music for the Recently Deceased-I Killed the Prom Queen
The Natural Way EP-Anarbor
Nothing Personal-All Time Low
Pedal to the Metal-Blessed by a Broken Heart
Relativity-Emarosa
Take it to the Floor-Cash Cash
Tales Don't Tell Themself-Funeral for a Friend
This is Your Way-Emarosa
The Sinking Ship-Prom Night in Black and WhiteAnd then we tried to prank call Kkkam, but we couldn't hear him due to Quinn's music clashing with Sarah's phone's speaker phone. So I went over, and took his ipod out of the idock. He called his mommy and tattle-taled. And now she most likely hates me again):.We awoke to Robyn screaming, "AHH...WHAT THE EFF." loudly at 8AM. Apparently, I had taken up a teensy bit more room than her on the small bed that we attempted to fit three people on. So I woke up, annoyed but I hid it to avoid the drama. We ate some delicious bagels, and left Sarah's house.
But then we had orgasmic macaroni and cheese! :D
We took Molly for awalkrun. And then we went and named fireflies after serial killers! And they chased us, and almost killed us.
We heard a long story about red men and blue women having purple babies.
And then Sarah ditched us to shower. We walked in on Quinn porning. He was being rude to me all day, so I texted him about it, because I didn't understand why he was being mean, when he was so nice on the fourth of July. He said it was just his mood. I made Robyn leave, and when we returned to Sarah's room, I asked if he hated me as much. He said he hated me less than Robyn and Julia. Yay!(:
We watched Dj and the Fro, and Paris Hilton's My New BFF, and went to sleep.
Wednesday, July 15:
We went to pick up Oreo. It started POURING on the way there. But at least it didn't rain the whole time we were there. It was actually sunny!
We picked him up, went to Kings Island, and rode Diamond Back! That ride is amazing. I love it.
We met Kam andCody SammyJennifer at the lockers. We hugged, and introduced them to Kevyn. We went on the swings. And then Robyn starts getting weird because "no one was paying attention to her". Well, I'm sorry, It's not possible to pay attention to six people at once. But back to the positive side of life: We went on the swings, bumper cars, adventure express, and vortex. Oreo said something mean about robyn. I chuckled in attempts to make him talk more(because laughing at him makes him more talkative), and said that it was mean. And robyn starts freaking out like, "I want to go home!" So she did.
Kam, Cody, Oreo, and Sarah went on the Congo ride. I refused to get wet, so I stayed and held the electronics. I saw somebody that looked a lot like my ex. I wondered what it would be like if I ran into him at Kings Island while I was with everyone. And then I got depressed, because I started thinking about how the relationship ended. My eyes watered up a teensy bit, but I got over it before everyone else came back. He's not worth that.
We went on a frew more rides. Kam kept tickling me, and Oreo was being a creep. And Sarah tried to snap my tank top strap, and the plastic piece broke. I had to wear Oreo's shirt, since he had two.
We met up with Cody and Kam's sisters. They didn't seem to like me very much. Then they left soon after. We never held hands.): I hope he's not going to be like doucher, and take three months to kiss me for the first time.
We went on Drop Zone, and the little girl next to me was FREAKING OUT. It was hilarious! She cried all the way down. I couldn't stop laughing. Does that make me a bad person?
Then we went on Dillerium, and met an Asian! He made a heart at us! (:
I bought a Full Throtle energy drink. It made me EXTREMELY.FREAKING.HYPER.
With this newfound hyperness, we went on diamond back. Best part of the night? Almost.
And then we went on Firehawk, right when they started the fireworks. Best part of the night? Most definately.
We played that water gun squirt game. Sarah was winning, so I reached over and pushed her gun, drenching the guy who runs the game booth):
We saw PABLO! The mexican from last year! :DWe got picked up. I crashed in the car.
Got home. Sarah made a livejournal. Read some stuff Robyn wrote. I sense an argument comming. I don't like arguments. They depress me.):
We got home. Watched some TV. Ate a poptart. Went to sleep.
Thursday, July 16: Woke up. We ate some chicken pot pies. Went on the computer. Listened to some music. Went to Angie's and swam. Mommy got her hair done. Got home, ate some taco pie, Wrote this.
The end(:
- Conversations with Cody, Kam, Robyn, and Sarah
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- sunshinexpants
- July 12th, 2:18
"What bothers you?"
"I have my own masturbation station.
This movie
What movie?
Fantastic four!
I hate that movie
This speckle of dust, and that speckle of dust, and this line makes a smiley face!
I'm so good at finding smiley faces.
You know what I like? Movies.
Porn? Porner!
You are just like him!
Who?
You!
Who's you?
You?
Who's the other you?
Joe!
Was it a fourgy?
No. I'm a virgin, thank you.
Me too.
Me too.
I'm not.
What?
Yeah. I lost my virginity to a goat.
What happened to being a virgin forever?
Well, last night was pretty crazy.
"H to the J"
I've never done drugs
I haven't done drugs either.
Woohoo!
High Five! ...is she high fiving?
No, she isn't.
Oh, what? *air high-fives* Sorry, I was texting.
Gosh, you're just like Kam. It's annoying! He'll be in the middle of the video game and just pause it. It's just like, screw Kristie!
Oh, screw Kristie?
No! I mean.. UGH
...When you two have sex, I want to be there.
I just thought of a joke.
What does a blonde and a beer bottle have in common?
They're both empty from the neck up, ohh.
"....I just came."
"When I come, it's like, "AHHH." Like, seriously, I have to wait until nobody's home. My mom will think I'm dying or something."
I keep telling him, he's gonna get gang raped..."
"By goats?"
"By monkeys."
"Oh, what happened to teh goats?"
"They died."
"NECROPHILIAC!"
"I'm really comfortable with my body. Like, I walk around my house naked. I can walk around other people's houses naked. Like, seriously. Kam's seen my penis at least 75 times."
You mean your room?
No, my closet.
Oh.
Actually, over the sink.
...I'm never washing dishes at your house again."
"Sarah.......*applauds*"
- And I thought I could tell her anything.
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- sunshinexpants
- July 9th, 14:38
confused
So, last Thursday, this guy Kam asked me out. Of course, I said yes. He's really nice, and he's funny. He's the first guy that's shown any kind of interest towards me since Jasper left. I like him. Five days later, Robyn helps me tell my mom. My mom imediately starts to wear this odd, almost angry emotion. I didn't understand what was wrong. She went to the store for a few hours, and when she got back, I found her in her room, dilligently attempting to fix a sticker maker.
"You are alive! ...aaand still angry." I said.
"I'm not angry," she replied. "Just disappointed."
"Why?"
"I feel like you're trying to rush yourself into a relationship."
"But I'm not rushing anything."
"You are rushing. You're already dating somebody."
"It's not like it's serious, mom."
"If it's not serious, why aren't you just friends? There's nothing wrong with just hanging out with somebody as friends! I mean, you just met!"
So, that was what actually went down, now this is what I heard:
Me: "You're alive! ...aaand still angry."
Mom: You're a disgrace.
Me: Why?
Mom: You broke up a whole month ago, and you aren't allowed to start liking somebody until you've been single for at least three million years."
Me: "I'm not rushing anything."
Mom: Yes you are. I know you aren't, but I'm going to stay ignorant to annoy you.
Me: It's not like it's serious.
Mom: You're probably lying to me. If it wasn't serious, you wouldn't be dating him. Whore.
UGH. I mean, usually, she's an awesome mom. She's usually understanding. She's usually happy for me. I don't get wha the big deal is here! It's like, all of the sudden, she's so dissappointed and disapproving of my decisions. It's driving me crazy! It's making me so depressed. I hate this. It's like, I regret telling her about anything that happens in my relationship life, and that's not how it should be. Blah):
- Kings Island :D
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- sunshinexpants
- July 2nd, 1:47
We woke up at 8:30 AM, and prepared to go to Kings Island. We got our stuff ready, but couldn't find Robyn's dad. After a while, she got a hold of him. He ended up being at a friend's house. After that crisis was over, we headed out on the epic journey to Sarah's house. We stopped at the store, and got Sarah's ticket and some tic tacs. Then we drove out to Kings Island. The first thing we went on was the Diamond Back(Which is EPIC.)
After the hour wait plus however many minutes the ride was, Sarah's friend-with-benefits(?) and his cousin arrived, and told us to meet them at the pizza place. So we traveled there. Turns out they ment to meet at the other pizza place. So after a few seconds of threatening to kill him where he stands, we make our way to meet them. On the way, we saw a magic man with gelled purple hair. He was my best friend, even though I didn't say a word to him.
After that, we rode the Adventure Express. (Isn't that a movie? No wait, that's Adventureland. But anyways..) It was boring.
And we rode on some more random rides, and then Sarah decided she wanted to start riding next to Cody. And Robyn wanted to Ride with Julia, so I was stuck with Cody's cousin. We made slight conversation. I found out his name is Kam, and overall, he seemed pretty cool.
We all went to the water park. It was FREEZING. Cloudy, rainy weather+65 degree temperatures+bikinis/swim trunks+pool water water=COLD. I wouldn't recommend it.
I actually went on the Vortex! And the spinney viking ship type thing that I never remember the name of! Even though we were afraid of dying the whole time because before the takeoff on the spinney one they unlocked the seats for a second. It was fun though. Oh, also, I learned that I can't keep my hands in the air while going down a hill on a roller coaster.
So then we're sitting around at the skyline there, and I tell Cody that if he doesn't make sarah happy, I will kill him. So Cody and Sarah go off tohave sextalk(Actually, they played patty cake/slide, but whatever.) And Byn, Kam, and I are talking about Cody and Sarah's relationship. And out of no where, Kam's like, "So who do you like?" and then he got cut off by someone, I don't remember who. So he goes over to sit by Sarah and Cody, IN THEIR ALONE TIME. How dare he.
Then we went on the bumper cars, and a few other random rides. Blah blah, normal amusement park stuff. They had to go. We said the goodbyes. Hugs went around. Blah blah. We went on the fast roller coaster(I always forget the name of that one.) Then Sarah's dad was there, so we had to leave. When I'm in the car, Robyn texted me asking what I thought of Kam. I said he was cool. Then Julia starts texting about him wanting my babies. haha.
T'was a fun night.
- My possible predictions for the future episodes of A Secret Life of the American Teenager.
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- sunshinexpants
- June 30th, 1:39
sleepy
So, Ben's dad is going to take Betty to see Grace's family and give them food. When they get there, Tom will recognize Betty as the hooker he bought online one time during the first season. Ben's dad will be in complete shock, and think that everything he knows is a lie. Ben will be relieved about the fact that Betty and his dad aren't together anymore.
Ben will get fed up with Amy's bitchiness, and dump her. She deserves it. But of course, "he can't live without her" so he begs for her back. She says no. He then becomes a stalker, and follows her everywhere.
Alternate ending: Amy gets sick of Ben pressuring her to have sex, and slaps him, and he will leave her, and hook up with Adrian. But Ricky will be pissed and go after him.
Anne will find out that the child is indeed David's, which will induce many many fights between her and Amy. Amy will eventually move to her dad's house, leaving her mom all alone.
Grace's dad will rise from the dead and do something cool that involves making George back off his woman.
Ricky finds out that he has a STI from one of the chicks he hooked up with.
Adrian's mom ends up pregnant again.
alternate ending:Grace's mom finds out she's pregnant with Marshall's kid.
Grace kills herself.
Jack gets wasted, and drives drunk, resulting in a car crash. it doesn't kill him, but it puts him in the hospital. Grace snaps out of her "it's my fault my dad died! blah blah!" and apologizes to Jack for being a bitch.
- Oooh. You don't know me. I'm a thug, I shot tupac!
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- sunshinexpants
- June 29th, 19:52
pissed off
Kristie Rae Harris at 7:03pm June 29I don't think they would wonder about someone that buys these, just think that they're a poser.
gee thx. and the stuff ud buy makes them wonder if theyr world shouldve kept u or not.
Well someone's in a pissy mood. Bajesus. Calm down.calm down? u happen to think u kno who i am by this. i ust like these ok? being who i am ive had things to deal with and this band saved my life. i have a right to like this without being a poser. i have a crush who wears eyeliner, i love punk clothes and black eyeliner. the fact that u choose to mess with me the day after i dump my bf makes me question whether u would ever b a good friend to anyone bitchbtw, someone like u would look better with a firecrotch head.so how bout u dnt judge me b4 u kno me k?especially not on things i like. thats shallowYou're saying that I think that I know who you are because of this? Are you fucking kidding me?
"its the fact that i can actually see u buying this that scares me. if anyone would be a poser itd be u. u say tim burton is great yet u look like a complete prep with issues"
Yeah, because you know me well enough to see me buying things.
And you must know me well enough to think I'm a prep.
And you definately know me well enough to think I have issues.... "Someone like you"? Sounds like you know me pretty damn well.
Ooh. You don't know me. Not even a little bit. You need to hop off.....i wont lie on here and say thats not true. i do need to kno u more than wat ive seen. but what ive heard out of ambers mouth doesnt exactly sound too friendly on who u are. we couldver possibly been good friends if u wouldve stayed out of my business on this and if i wouldnt have judged u so quickly. but u also called me a poser so my guess would be we stand in the same awful situation on whos right and wrong. dont tell me im not correct cuz i am. i kno i am. even if u do choose to say im not. i am. i didnt say those all at once. u had insults too hun. quit acting like ur the good guy in this. no one is. no ones perfect and no ones good. everyone has a bad side. its the fact if u trust them. get ovr ur self too and stop udgeing me too.
Ooh. You don't know me. Not even a little bit. You need FUCK off.
hop off is for losers. try being more nasty with ur insults. u might just not get steped on.how bout u just say sorry for starting this whole ordeal and save urself the emabarrassment*embarASSmentAND if u think u dont no me then y dont u just delete me? its alot easier than being outsmartedI'm being outsmarted here? Do you really believe that? You're making a fool of yourself. Just stop. I'm done trying to argue with someone of the mind set of a twelve year old. I'm gone.u shoudve been in the crazy bin ur whole life...the world would feel safer knowing u were getting helpThat's the point in this. "Things that would make the cashier wonder about you." I'm definately not crazy, and I definately wouldn't buy these. So chill out.i am chilled out. its the fact that i can actually see u buying this that scares me. if anyone would be a poser itd be u. u say tim burton is great yet u look like a complete prep with issuesWell, I'm sorry that I refuse to let myself fall into a single stereotype. Here's a newsflash: You don't have to be in all black clothing with eyeliner to enjoy a Tim Burton film. So, I'm a poser because I don't label myself. Okay. I'll pretend that makes sense.
Get over yourself.i kno u dont. but u think that u kno sooooooooooooo much about him. u dont sweetie, ur not the smartest chickie in the world. and neither is ur stupid friend amber. k? ur both bitches. and ur both egotistic maniacs. so y dont u do the world a god damn favor and just not talk. someone like u doesnt deserve a voice.I think I know so much about Tim Burton? You must know me pretty well to know that.
Oh, and you apparently know my IQ now.
And you think I'm egotistic.
Because you know me that well.
And you must know that I'm a bitch
I don't know shit about Tim Burton. I don't pretend that I do. I said I like his movies, how is that thinking I know so much about him?
And you know what, I am smart. I have a 3.2 GPA in one of the best schools in the United States. I can at least type. "i kno u dont". God, learn some English.
And I'm most definately not a bitch. You can ask anybody that.
And I don't stalk you, I wouldn't know that you can't keep a boyfriend.
You know what, I'm done arguing with you. You need to grow up, and stop being a poser.
- RIP Billy Mays
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- sunshinexpants
- June 29th, 17:56
- blah
Most of you know that Billy Mays, the infomercial king, died yesterday. I can't believe it. I loved Billy Mays. I was first drawn to his commercials by the <a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iOmvdeNa67E">dubs</a> I found on YouTube. After that, I started giggling at his commercials, actually half-tempted to go out and get some of his products. And then I became addicted to his new show, Pitchmen. I found it so entertaining. And now he's gone. It's so depressing D:. I'll admit, I'm going to miss him screaming at us to buy his products. But I'm sure he'll get a gig pitching heavenly products x3.
RIP Billy Mays
- Harper's Island: Episode 11
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- sunshinexpants
- June 29th, 16:31
shocked
If you don't know what Harper's Island is, it's basically a horror movie fit into twelve episodes. It's <b>intense.</b> I think last episode was the most shocking to me. There was a lot of stupidity, though.
First, if you're stranded on an island with a killer, it's probably not wise to split up. Ever heard of "strength in numbers"? It's much easier to kill two people than six.
Second, when Danny and Sully were in the kitchen, blocking the entrance, they started shooting the closed up space before Wakefield got out. But that's not the stupid part. To see if anyone was there, Danny looked through the hole made with the gun. If I were dealing with a serial killer with a long ass sword, I would NOT be sticking my eye in front of a hole. He could have been killed then and there.
I think that the way Cal and Chloe died was really sad. It made me tear up. Chloe especially. She jumped off of the bridge to her death instead of letting Wakefield kill her. The way that was acted. It was amazing. "You can't have me." *jumps off*.
But the ending was the most shocking. Jimmy? Really? I don't see him being able to hurt Abby like that. Emotionally or physically. I mean, look at them! He loves her!
He's loved Abby since they were in high school. He saved her from wakefield before. Maybe that's why they framed him? Because he was there saving her? Who knows. And there's not even going to be an episode this week, we have to wait until next weekend D:. But then it's the season finale! We get to find out who lives. If anyone lives. Woot woot.
- Eight reasons why my ex boyfriend is a douche.
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- sunshinexpants
- June 29th, 12:00
relieved
1. He got pissed over stupid stuff. Really? Who stops talking to someone for a week straight because they wouldn't give them a phone number? Who goes off on their best friend because they make a (hilarious) joke about not being able to get you a birthay present. Chill out. Seriously.
2. He can't take a hint. Saying "I'm bored," or "lets watch a movie" really means <i>Stop watching that boring ass youtube video for the third time in a row and pay attention to your girlfriend.</i> When we're going to the movies with our friends, and I tell you that we should ditch them, I'm not trying to say <i>We should sit right next to them so one of the friends can talk the whole time!</i>. And when you ask me something, and I say no, I mean no. I'm not a magic 8 ball. You aren't going to be able to shake me and get a different answer next time. I'm better than that.
3. Inconsiderate Calling your girl friend, or any girl for that matter, a "fatty", JOKING OR NOT, is under no circumstances, cool or funny. It's fucking offensive.
4. Way.too.whiney. Every time you couldn't hang out for whatever reason, he wouldn't be a little upset and then get over it, he would whine. If he couldn't come over because my parents wouldn't drive all the way to college hill and back twice, he would say how my parents hate him and blah blah blah. Shut up. At my birthday party, you BEGGED me to go drop you off, even though I had three other friends there. You had dravin to talk to. And then once I dropped you off you whined because "you felt left out." Get over it. Do you realize how annoying it is to deal with a five year old? I don't know how I did it. I guess I felt bad for you.
5. Homophobic. I'm straight, but I don't say that I don't like certain people because of their sexuality. You probably don't even remember what I'm talking about. Of course not, your memory is horrid. Let's recap:"I don't like him."
"Why?"
"He scares me."
"Howso? He's pretty cool."
"Because I'm afraid he's going to like rape me or something."That's called homophobia. And it's not cool.
And don't say "That's not true!", because you've said that about every gay guy that we've met. You said you stopped hanging out with one of your friends because you found out he was bi. That's just stupid. Just because someone's bi doesn't mean they want to go after everybody with two legs and something in between. Calm down.
6. Text Message Breakup? Seriously? Do you realized how messed up that is? And it wasn't even "we need to talk," it was "This relationship has been great and all but I think we should be friends." Really? <i>Really?</i> I wasn't even awake. So, you <b>texted</b>, from <b>your friend's phone</b>, "let's be friends", while I was <b>asleep</b>, and waited <b>ten hours later</b> to call and talk to me about it. What the hell? You're a pussy. Grow a pair.
7. SuckyFriendPerson. Your friend is a great guy. He can be annoying, but he's nice. You punched him in the stomach when I went to hug him. Jealous much? Speaking of jealousy. Robyn changed my status once. You freaked out because it said I loved her. It's a joke. You were almost the end of our friendship, and I hate myself for that. I shouldn't have let you be so childish. Back to the bad person thing. Shoving/hitting your best friend isn't funny. He's not your bitch. You're a dick. Also, you were mean to my little brother. My little brother is fucking amazing. He's big, so what. You aren't allowed to make fun of him. I'm the only one that can do that. And making fun of a twelve year old? Really? You're seriously the biggest pussy I have ever met.
8. Way too nosey. If I'm texting my best friend, and I laugh at something, and you ask, "What's so funny?" and I say "nothing" or "you don't want to know." It means "I'm not telling you, so get over it." Whining/getting angry/being persistant isn't going to make me want to tell you, it just makes me angry.
Seriously. Get over yourself.
